So this is my 9th day at work and I have suddenly developed the phobia of being in touch with the pc. And now I find myself trying to avoid using much of my brain juice when I’m not at work. I also think that I’m having many of those days when my thoughts didn’t come out right. Maybe I should step back, observe and learn how to articulate my thoughts properly.

I miss my mum still, more than I have ever imagined. I want to feel her, touch her and tell her that I miss her really badly. There are days I miss our little chats so much that I try to close my eyes tight, trying to remember her voice and hear her again.

I wonder how’s she doing.