I returned from camp today and I felt my wallet weighed a little heavier. It could be that pink card. However, I thought it was an irony of fate that I had to surrender my beloved mum’s pink card when I’ve gotten mine back.

Many good friends provided comfort and stood by me during this time. I am truly grateful to those who sacrificed and provided assistance during the wake (you know who you are, thank you very much). However, the unavoidable fact of my mum’s death remains awful and I am still trying to come to terms with the loss. The pain has slowly sunk into my bones and I reckoned there will be much more mourning to come. But surrounding that hard fact, I’m glad that mum did at least fought bravely and she had done all her love ones proud. On the brighter side, we were all with mum before she slipped away. We had nearly lost her once during May and we should probably be glad that we were given a chance to love my mum just a little more before she was finally taken back again.

I am sure that my mum will be looking down on us, with my grandmother at her side, smiling because we are all together. I will certainly miss my mum but I know her spirit and strength lives on in me. I am much of who I am today because of this great person and she has never been just my mother, but my best friend, guardian angel and my inspiration.

Thank you, mum.

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